yes i know that my postshave consisted mainly of quizzes, but they relieve stress and i am very stressed.

What box do you get put in?
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A different quiz, what strange type of person are you?
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Who 's Your Inner Sexy Cartoon Chick ?
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see!?! i told you. no one believes me.

What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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woah!

What type of vampire are you?
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What sexy girl are you
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SEE WHAT INSOMNIA DOES TO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS ALMOST FIVE IN THE MORNING AND I HAVEN'T GONE TO BED!!!!!!!!

What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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muahha haha ha!

What's your sexual appeal?
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the computer is eating my brain!!!! it knows too much!!! too much!!!!!!!

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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this is insane! oh, wait.. i am.

What kind of porno would you star in?
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ok, maybe a little. *blushes*

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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what do you know? this one's accurate too. what the fuck? sooo weird.

What swear word are you?
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and amazingly enough it's my favorite. wow.

i am a zebra!!!!!

gaah!!! my arm!!

Every day is so wonderful, then suddenly,
It's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure from all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no
So, don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness, the pieces gone,
Left the puzzle undone, is that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, oh no
'Cause you are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no
So, don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
No matter what we say
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go,
The sun will always shine
And tomorrow we might
Awake on the other side

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, no no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh no
So, don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

i was sitting in my bed and i was feeling so horribly sad that i wanted to just go to sleep and never wake up. i didn't want to kill myself though, i mean, i sort of did, but there's something that keeps me here, something that makes all this hell worthwhile. i'm not entirely sure what it is. i feel like it should be my friends, my family, but i don't know... and i hate myself for not being sure of that. of course offing myself would be easier without them, so i suppose they are a huge part of it. but there's something else. i sense that. and i am going insane trying to figure out what it is. if it's keeping me alive i think i should at least be in touch with it.

okok. kill him.

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha HA! guess who's an asshole?!! *sob* [here's where i become ridiculously pitiful and self centered.] well my most recent ex called and i am so upset i can't even....ugggraggggh! well marie (the bastard's new girlfriend) is sooooooooooooo wonderful. "yeah, kenny and ryan and marie came over on new years and then kenny and ryan left and it was just me and marie and we...uhhhhhh...we...watched movies and hung out" "...christmas was great, i got to be with marie and ..." ok, enough, shutup! we just broke up! we were still together for like two weeks after we broke up, so when someone is an ex of a month ago you don't tell them how wonderful your new sex toy is! *sob* fucking bastard! kill me now please! just kill me!
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and the timing was just great. i mean, i'd just gotten home and was thinking about ben and how the bastard used me and, "hi this is claire, is ben home?" "umm, one sec *mufled something*, uhh who is this?" "claire." "no, he's asleep." "glances at clock and it's 6:30* oh ok. have him call me please" "uyhh, yeah, bye *hangs up*" "*sob*". ok, ben came over to my house a while ago and my parents weren't home and... he caused a whole lot of trauma. my life was in shambles. and then i called him so many times and he was never "there". ewan mcgregor looks so much like ben, or i suppose it's the other way around, and i'd just finished watching moulin rouge and i was all depressed and then that bastard of an ex called. ugggggghhhhhhh! fucking bastard!

i was walking back from abby's and i passed these guys and one of them said, "dude, she's like, all lesbian-ed out! that is so tight!" (oh yeah, i was wearing my rainbow scarf.) it was kind of strange, i mean, it wasn't like offensive... at all. it was just... weird! but anyway, it made me smile, so that's a good thing.

spiders do not make very good models. i was lying on the ground next to a spider up pretty close so i could sketch it and every time i’d get half of a decent outline the damn thing would move. it was very frustrating so i gave up. i think i was scaring the poor thing anyway. i mean, imagine having this huge face, hundreds of times larger than you, lying just inches away. yeah. freaky. poor spider. i forgive it for being uneasy.