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20030607

¡Ay, Chico! Why don’t you write more? Dime quien eres. Estuve un poco triste cuando I couldn’t contact you. El sangre de mi corazón está en sus manos; ¡ayi!, tu no quieres ese. Me pienso eres tonto. Recuerda: dykes bite; wear cuidado on your sleeve.

20030525

"I'm never gonna know you now, but I'm gonna love you anyhow."

20030521

Why cannot I get it right?

20030517

In walked your memory
And swallowed my soul
I turned to run away, but
There was no solace to which I could go
I can't escape your face
I can't escape my mind
I can't escape your memory
Vision, leave me alone
Let my heart be blind

Back came the fear
I felt when with you
But also the innocence
That, from me, you took all too soon
It lingers in that place
A place I can't find
Except for in memories
Shivers, leave my bones
Let freedom be mine

20030504

“For whom do you sing this dismal dirge,
In tones so long and low?
Whose death do you mourn?
Whose still heart has stopped your own?”

“My Emptiness died, and Friend, I urge
Your absence when you know
That though I'm torn, I do not mourn;
Her death has brought me hope.

“From sorrow it has flung my heart,
Into a deep despair,
Yet in this despair there is a light,
And sweet, sweet life hangs in the air.

“In this life I know not where to start.
This Freedom I cannot bear;
But She gives me strength and love and might.
For myself that’s beyond compare.

“My voice is lifting up the pain
And purging it through song.
The pain that Emptiness brought to me,
That made me feel so lost, so wrong.
.
“Never will I feel that again,
For Freedom makes me strong.
Her love holds me closely, powerfully.
It’s what I’ve needed all along.

“So Friend, you need to understand
That though this hymn is sad,
Without it I would cease to live,
And, in truth, it makes me glad.

“Freedom lent her loving hand
And laughing then began.
There is nothing more that She could give
Than that which makes me glad.

“I know not how Emptiness came to end,
Just that She had to go;
She’d forced me almost to the edge,
Where I lost my ability to cope.

“Emptiness is gone forever, my Friend,
And has left me here to grow.
Leave now in the knowledge
That Her death has brought me hope”
I fell into your gentle love,
And your warm heart lifted me
Until together we could fly,
Laugh, love, and be free.
But in flying so high
There is a greater chance
To crash and burn,
And leave this dance
Of happiness and love.
So I close my eyes and hope and pray
That your arms will envelope me every day,
Until that day when together we rise
From this Heaven on Earth
To Heaven in the Sky.

20030503

You showed me how to cry, but now I know not how to live.
No te quiero,
Quiero tu salgame,
No te quiero,
Soy una mujer quien no sufres amor para tí.

No venga a mi corazon,
Tengo emociones frios.
Salga mi vida; soy la entera sin tu.
No me diga tienes amor,
Cuando hablaba, tu no estuvo oyendo.
Ahora, no quiero oír.

No te quiero,
Quiero salirte,
No te quiero,
Soy una mujer quien no puedes oír a tí.

Leave me here, small, alone,
Abandon your plastic pose.
Maybe I’m small, but I’m complete without you.
I don’t want you anymore.
I spoke, but what I said you do not know.
Listen: leave me here.

I don’t want you.
I’ll fly away.
I don’t love you.
I’ll fly to the edge, and if you follow, I’ll plunge to the sea.

No venga a mi corazon,
Tengo emociones frios.
Salga mi vida; soy la entera sin tu.
No me diga tienes amor,
Cuando hablaba, tu no estuvo oyendo.
Ahora, no quiero oír.

No te quiero.
I’ll fly away.
If you follow
Mires la terra, no estás volar despues mí.

Leave me here, small, alone,
Abandon your plastic pose.
Maybe I’m small, but I’m complete without you.
I don’t want you anymore.
I spoke, but what I said you do not know.
Listen: leave me here.

I don’t want you.
I’ll fly away.
I won’t miss you.
My heart left you long ago; don’t run after me.

No te quiero.
Quiero salirte.
I don’t love you.
Soy una mujer quien no sufres amor para tí.

My heart left you long ago; don’t run after me.